tHE GiRL-nExT-dO0r (eileendeng.blogspot.com)

gOOd-bYe...

2005-12-23T10:33:00.000+08:00

Decided to move to another site...
- it's a lot easier to upload pictures
- it has more option spaces
- neat and tidy
- it multiplies!

Keke...cya folks!

Choir!

2005-12-21T13:43:00.000+08:00

So after a long while of practice, carolling is finally over...Subang Parade and the 3 houses!

Honestly, Subang Parade's stage was supreme pathetic...It was as tiny as two joint up typical-mamak-store-tables...the dancers had to dance below the stage on an open place...and the carolling team, we squeezed each and every one of our bodies on the stage while singing

After-all,

Aww...we were all like celebraties

Then house-to-house...*coughs* Ahems ahems...this is how the whole story began

On a fine Sunday evening, Steve got me and Mel with Kenneth and Kendrick in his car. We saw a car-crash-motorbike accident on the way to church. When we got to church...Right opposite me came down a tall charming, cool looking dude from a bat-mobile-looking Proton Saga...i'm so sorry Kenneth,I had to admit...

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Look at our shirts!
I had to admit that, he was the one for me...*shy*

But obviously Kenneth said "NO!!!!" So at the end of the story...

I look so retarded!

I'm Happily Sitting Back Next To Kenneth Again!

Alfie's Wedding!

2005-12-21T12:35:00.000+08:00

Wee...so finally he's getting married...

Was at my dad's in the morning. It was an early Saturday morning, a restless Saturday morning.
So finally, I got up on my lazy fat butt to get ready for Alfie's big day!
Yup, yup...making up, washing my hair, what not what not...

Ta-da!!! We were there at Eastin...finally

I think I see you...yeee-ha!!

So yeah, I got all high while my couzs Ed and Susan said "Drink Eileen drink! Go on, you're not going home until you've finished all that!"
So...

More and more...gulp gulp gulp...
And when I started looking like a stupid brown burnt tomato. (Burnt tomatoes are supposed to be brown) Edmund suggested to walk around a bit...

So me and Mel walked around the hotel taking stupid pictures

At a second, I was looking into the skies and saw little birds flying all around my head. Eventually...

I slept throughout the whole wedding...

Yea, and no-one actually woke me up for dessert until we were leaving. *Hmmph!!* But oh well, it was funnn...

Cheers to the new wedded couple! May you both live...

HAPPILY EVER AFTER!!!!

I'm losing MY mind!!!! NO, i'm catching MY breath!!!!

2005-12-19T21:45:00.000+08:00

Okay, someone pass me a nice hot cup of tea...
Geeze, it's been ages since I last blogged.

Here I go again...Lots and lots of things have been happening recently! I'm starting to lose whatever that's in me again...No no,oh no, i'm gonna explode anytime.
<--- I'M GOING...
Sorry.
So anyways, school'll be reopening soon. And Eileen is such a dumbass she's definitely getting in the worse class ever in form 5 ---negativity--- tsk tsk tsk.
Eileen is a dumbass. Eileen is a dumbass. Eileen is a dumbass.
Not expecting much actually, praying a lot for a breakthrough. After spm...---I leave it all to HIM---

So papa Nic Chung has finally gave mama Dolls her rock. I'm so happy for them!
Look how happy she is!

So, that happy couple...happily ever after!

As in for me...haha, yea babe! Kenneth got me my favourite pink and orchids the other day, then roses from camerons...

Now, here they are!

Yea, though we seem to go wrong -and really wrong- sometimes, most of the time. Yea, things turn out to be right eventually, when you're with Kenneth Koh.

Things that has been expected are no longer in expectation. The ss2 park carnival, subang parade, carolling from house to house...

I realise that i'm actually a very naughty person. Playful and what not. Something happened which almost costed me my whole entire christmas. But i'm glad things are fine now, life goes on.
This year's prolly the best and worst year. Best things happened to me yet turns the whole year upside down. And to the people around me, if you're reading this, thank you all and i'm really sorry for being such a horrible person.

How often do you see a post with a happy starting and a sad ending anyways? This is, probably. Love you guys!

everything's normal

2005-11-19T01:15:00.000+08:00

Yup...everything's back to normal! I guess...

Besides this, some idiot hacked into my msn messenger account and changed my password. Trying to be someone else but yourself, where's the originality? Thought i'd sign up for a new messenger...at last...

Anyways, holiday's kinda boring...
Therefore, the first day of hols, me and mel decided to be good chefs...
It turned out, that...

Tomatoes, red dates, veggie *eWww*, bean curd, wine, soya sauce, american ginseng, salt, water.
Oh well, this is what you call a pro "cook"...Chinese Food Good Luck! =>

We washed our shoes together. And we found out that one of our elle sport shoes actually has some kinda extraordinary powers...Water came out of it like a fountain! Wee!!

Anyways, i've curled my hair!

PonTiaNak!

I miss Bangkok, i've not updated much on it 'coz i'm too lazy to upload the pictures taken. But I promise, they'll all be up someday. Really.
Miss the food...especially the red-hot-spicy teochew noodles...slurrppsss!
Before,

After,

Missed shopping at Chatuchak Market. Dee called it JJ market with 55 zones. The largest market ever in the world! FYI, we went only one zone. Hmmphh!
I almost wanted to get this dustbin for Pui Mun, it had her FAVOURITEST Vic on it...it's really cute! I could've hide myself in it and mailed it back here.

I missed Bangkok's public toilets too...it's umm, really unique...

I wonder why? They actually sold drinks, snacks, cup noodles in front of the toilet...No doubt about it, some 10-star-loo...You know, when you sit on the toilet bowl and party kinda thing?

Guess what? I got chicken little bandages!!!!

I've watched the movie twice with Kenneth Koh...chicky's sooo adorable!!!!

I miss Kenneth soo much! Saw him 5 days straight this week...He was being all sweet taking me here and there although he's gettin broke...and helping me track down the perasanted wannabe who's using my account...i love him to bits! Miss Eddy too...after all the things that happened, he's still all nice...I still remember that really bitter-schweeeet laughter on him after receiving the lip balm I got for him...bwahahahahahaha!!!! And thank God Caryna got her bag back...

My ex...Kenny Tan

2005-11-08T15:24:00.000+08:00

Haha, this topic seems interesting...it'll prolly boil up ppl's heart, especially someone in particular...tee heehee, don't worry ken, i'll always love you!

Thought i'd talk about my ex-bf, Kenny Tan today. Was just talking to him this morning, he's really slow and lame than ever before. Anyways, here it goes...

We met each other during rc...the first time I saw him, he was kindda cute...Well, I hated him after that 'coz he's super fierce, what a blardee kay po chi he is...

Oh well, the story really began after he came to my school for some rc function. He got my number from some ---friend--- (people who know him burst into tears, he's such a perasanted freak) then he started calling, msging, and taking me out...He was really nice though, there was once where he took a dog home, I named it Hero. He's still alive today.

One day, we just realized that things couldn't work out between us. So, that was the end of the story between me and him. But, for your information...we're still friends today =>

THIS IS A RETARD FREAK!!!!

More of me...

2005-11-08T05:25:00.000+08:00

I just had this urge to blog. I wonder how people can type those really long postings? They must be really good in essay writing, you know who i'm talking about...Anyways, I couldn't sleep, so I decided to scrutinize a bit with one of my best friend, Pui Mun's bloggie.

Hmm, didn't know that she had so much to write...it's in my shock...the usual quiet and talking-like-an-ant, she could hardly hear herself kinda Pui Mun can actually post so much about herself. Frankly, i'm suprised to see some posting of hers that mentioned soo much that I don't even know about her. This is good.

Frankly, i'm trying to...for the first time...type a long posting. It's either gonna be all crap or something. Anyways, i'm just really glad today. I've talked things over with Kenneth K., i'm just really happy that we're together again. I just wanted him to know that, I really love him alot. Never have I been so into anyone before. You're my heavensent!

Things happen so sudden. From the beginning till now, things have changed so much. Since primary in UK-to primary in Malaysia-to secondary to where I am currently standing now. I'm no longer the Eileen who doesn't care a single shyt out of anything anymore. The usage of the F-word has also decreased in a sudden shock since I came to know Him, my lord. I'm just really delighted over my salvation. Anyways, I hope things get better. I want the Lord to be pleased in things I do now, and one day when I can finally meet Him face to face, I want Him to tell me that i've done things right on earth, that i'm His faithful servant.

All this while, i've been expecting so much in return in everything I do. The more I can't get what I want, the more I give to it. I'm an ambitious student who just wants to look good in school. I want to be a bio-engineer in the future who takes a big good looking Benz with a driver to work everyday. Things change eventually. I just want to do things right now.

Lastly, i'd wanna thank the people around me who's been caring for me so much. Your support all this while is beyond all I can ever repay. Kenneth K., Pui Mun, Winney, Valerie, Jasmyn, juniors...you guys are great. I wouldn't last a day without you guys lifting me up. My family who's been leading my life on and on each day. Not to forget, Eddy! My big brother who's been so caring and sweet to get me for badminton each week. I promise to let you ride on my myvi when I get my driving license someday, ok? Thank God for you all. Eileen sayang you all!

Sawadee...

I've finally a long posting.

hOmE sChWeet hOmE

2005-11-07T03:33:00.000+08:00

I didn't realize how much this hurts...

Prolly not this, but it hurts alot...I have no idea where I got this from though...

Anyways, just got back from Bangkok not too long ago ;;
I'm missing the people there already...

Gosh, this is so last 2 minutes ago...

But oh well, anyways, I'm glad to be home!

**more to be comin' up**

chunted-ness

2005-10-26T19:22:00.000+08:00

Okay...this day seemed really hard to get over with...

Mr. Question: Oh...and why is it Eileen?

I was supposed to set up the registration counter for youth camp in the morning, but i overslept...arrggghhh...
*i was still painting till 7 am in the morning
*my alarm kong-ed
*i missed socem and theres gonna be a replacement class

Anyways...

As you can see, the theme this year is "under construction"

The "i'm desperate for coke" kindda look...taken by Alan

This is Alan by the way...decent guy huh?

Our sweet cell leader teacher Dolls...and Alan's sis Beezzz...

So then...We went to the Curve with my darling lf members to celebrate Melly's birthday...
We had ~pure~ funnn!!!!

We had lunch at kiM gArY...

Happy Birthday Melly Milly Mo!!!! Muakiess!!

Why is everyone so hungry la?

Dolly and big-sis Carr-men!

Finally,

I got my ice milo!!!! Haha, i've been craving for it...i can hear the hallelujah chorus...

Small Nath and Stupid Elle

So yea...we shopped a bit at Nichii and we had to leave coz me and melly had a dinner to attend that night...

Mr. Details: Carr-men seemed happy! Tee hee hee...

On the way back, we saw this huge hibiscus...

Now its...umm,lemme see...

All set for dinner...yea babe...

Look at the food,

This is sum shyt i did to my dessert ::

So yea...basically, I had a great day...*wiNks* this day was just pure fun having to spend time with my friends and shoppin and food...besides, i saw cute lil' Lucas too! he's finally growing into a fine young man...hmm,i feel contented!

~pEacE OuT~

uPdAteD!!!!

aDoRaBLE cReAtUrEs!!!!

2005-10-22T11:04:00.000+08:00

*aHaks*!! I have no idea how, but I thank God for all these really adoooorrrable lil' creatures on our planet...

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oFFicEr aNgeL...isn't she adorable!!!???

fOrGEt mE nOt...chArLy baybeh!!!!

MunX2's pLuTo dArLiNggg...

Carr-men's bELoVeD gOLdiE...

*WiNkS* This is one gOOd oNe...

mEgA bOyyy!!!!

Dogs are men's best friend,thou i'm not a man...*GAWD*!! I lurvee doggs!!

Rantings on Island cafe, SS2.

2005-10-22T00:27:00.000+08:00

Rantings given on Island cafe a.k.a Chui Chui Shui, SS2.
I'd give 5 out of 10.
1. The environment's good, it gives people a beachy island kindda feeling.
2. I've mistaken a guy for Josh because all the workers there wear PINK.
3. They have cute loo's.
4. The chairs are too short for the tables. I looked like an underage idiot sipping soda out of a glass huger than my face.
5. The food served are in really small portions.

It's a bit dark but here are a few snaps taken...
This is some fried rice...

Slurppsss...

From left: Pink lady, Angel's kiss, and honey Jasmine...

Don't mind this...

Hehe...left over fried noodles...

This place is located in SS2, its the last corner shop and the same row with McDs...The pricing's quite okay, so go kick some island butt today!

ME = Mango

2005-10-21T23:42:00.000+08:00

There was once the whole bunch of us were having supper after FNS. Nic somewhat described himself as a starfruit. Where he is similar internally and externally. I guess Joshua was right about me after all, i'm a mango. I don't mean i'm a mango la, I think i'm something similar to a mango. I'm internally yellow, externally yellow too. Just somewhat rather thick-skinned (there are some times where you'll have to look after your "face"). Sweet, or sour...it's up to you to pick --- at the right time. I can get really moody at times, but tanthrums were never my thing. I don't mind sniffing my best friend's shoe in front of my teachers, I don't mind sitting in the middle of the balcony studying for my mid-term exams...I am ME. And ME is ME.

I'm thankful how God made me someone I love. Therefore, I love ME. And the maker of ME too. I'm thankful for the people out there who loves me. I love you guys too! Mangoes can never turn into turnips, or eggplants...but if you make good use out of it, mangoes make really good lasse's...with a little more ice and toppings, i am = PERFECT

But who can be perfect anyway besides God? By the end of the day, spices will rott and the wonderful glass of mango lasse will turn stale too no matter how delicious it has once been. One day I will turn into an old woman and finally thinking of whether I should fly or swim in the atmosphere to heaven.

Through this lesson, we get to know that...
MANGOES ARE GOOD FOR HEALTH.

Haha nah...appreciate who you are and what God has made you for. There is no need to turn into a durian just because durian's are more likeable. Therefore, lets all be mangoes today!

Random Pics...

2005-10-20T21:48:00.000+08:00

Guess what?
We met...

SAIFUL!!!! He's the really cute guy from first year's MI...
P/S: The pic'll look better if Melly was gone...=P Oh no...

This is Michael Angarano --- if i'm not mistaken, from the movie Sky High. Just thought i'd put it up 'coz he looks like Ken...heheh...

This is what happens when you see too many dead bodies...

Penny frowning in tiredness...Took this when we just got back from the anatomy museum on 15th Oct '05, Time : Unknown

Hehe,she looks like Padme from Star Wars...

Yazzie's really nice...Btw, her number's 012-XXXXXXX...

Sorry guys if i've been craving your indulgences...

mE and KeN
Its blur thou...took it frm a sticker on Ken's birthday...love him soo much!!!!

WEE!!!

2005-10-08T20:29:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps! I'm back again...
Metamorphosis should prolly be re-named...late back...
Yup, classic and honest enough...
Anyways, these are a few things that have been happening:-
* I've been missing k2g for almost a month and soo...
* SaMe gOes tO LF...
* I've rEaD miLLiOns oF bOOks,these include the following:
- Biology
- Physics
- Chemistry
- History
* Finals are gonna end soon...and soon, i'll be able to get rid of insomnia desease
* Love physics! Soo soo much!!
* This doesn't mean i don't love Ken...i love him soo much!!
* Got my new car *winks

Hmm...so yea, basically life is quite interesting when The Maker has planned everything for you...It's quite dumb when people complain that they get really bored at times, this means that The Maker has planned for u to rest ur lazy arse for u have further dreams to seek for, longer roads in life you gotta walk across...riTe? Yeap!

So, plans! I say plans!
I've actually planned to laze at home all day after the finals...but Mrs.Loo and Pn.Lim said NO...This is because Mrs.Loo's in charge of registration for SPM next year, and i'll hafta be in school if i still intend to take chinese as an extra subject. This is a MUST...if not she'll register funny subjects for me like Tamil and all...Arrgghh!!! Therefore, Pn.Lim said no as well coz she wants to finish her chemistry chapter on G-A-R-A-M. Why? Am i such a pain in ur butt?! Teachers can somehow get really irratating...this is why our class ditched during math. Since our english teacher went on maturnity lift, we started having math EVERYDAY. I say, every single day weih...So...when it comes to math period, our whole class will then line up in one straight fine line, and tour around the school. Chuntedness...this is definitely safe, because our leader will do the head-check after every turn we walk by...we're such a bunch of weirdos! Ahaks! =D During the holidays, i'll prolly get a job or sumthin...was thinkin of delifrance coz their caps are really cute! Gotta catch up with sum homework, my bible, family and friends...last but not least, hehe...XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX dut!!! ---SENSORED---

One thing I definitely won't wanna miss out is of course my thank you's again! Firstly, thank the Lord!!! I'm glad that stuffs are planned for me...yet, searching and scrutinizing the purpose of my existance. Thanks Eddy!!! You've been a really great friend and brother...and all the car rides =P Thanks to 4 S Baktians, u guys have made my days in school "possible", or rather...entertaining. Hehe...think that's abt it so far...yet to be comin k? So watch out for the geek returns! Cya folks...mmmuaxxx!! Loveya'll!

SHYT!!!

2005-09-10T22:06:00.001+08:00

Am i retarded or what...!?
Listen...
Betty bought some butter,
but the butter was bitter,
Betty bought some better butter to make the bitter butter better.

One more comin up...
How much wood would a wood chuck chuck?
When a wood chuck would chuck wood.

Thanks to Sammie Wammie for her tongue twisters that cheered me up thruout my August test. If it weren't for her, i wouldn't be writtin tongue twisters in my answer sheets instead of the answers.
Nah, i'm only joking...Even if we weren't allowed to talk, she'll still be whistling her tongue twisters IN MY EAR when i was practicing add math.
But, i'm glad. I didn't fail any of my subs this time.
In fact, i think i did pretty well for bio and eng. JOY.

Yet, thanks to the people who have been keeping me in their prayers and has helped me and gave me lotsa lotsa support throughout this whole time. They're much appreciated.
Thanks to my teachers, i'm catchin up with the class. Thanks to my crazzeee classmates for all the praby or rubiiee thing, u get me rite? Thanks to sweet kenneth, who has been cheerin me up alot and taught me how to skate. Mmmuaxx!! Thanks to PM and Wewe for all the support! Lastly, thanks to my daddy, mamaaa and melooo for all their love!
THANK GOD for all of them.

Its so weird. It happens all the time, where I write my appreciation for people each time i blog. Yet, i hope to not miss anyone out. It's like doing some project where u hafta write the penghargaan thinggy each time...

Anyways, things happen, things change. I kindda miss the time during PMR where i didnt have to study much yet i cud get top 3 in class...
PMR = piece of cake. Form 4 is such a pain. I can never get chemistry. Teacher's teaching the last chap on acid, alkaline and salt, i don't get it...Nvm, let's not talk abt chem, it hurts people's feelings.

I hope i can get through this...fast.

I love u guys!!!

By, a girl who's living in the past

2005-09-10T20:55:00.000+08:00

Yea yea...i know i know...I haven't been blogging for like...centuries?
Things has just became really busy...homework...activities...exams and all...
I'm sorry people, there isn't much to read about me.
Besides an apology, here I grant u with an old granny story of what has been happening all this time...
Firstly, I would like to announce that my baby brother is born! His name is Lucas by the way, and he's reallyyy cute..he's around 3 months old now.
My condolences to all students out there who are stucked in this mess like me. Having studies on Saturdays is totally going against the earth spinning! W-R-O-N-G
Welcome back the 2 boys from India, i'm way back behind time guys...Yet, welcome home!
Arggh...how i wished i cud quite school rite now and open a gas station and run my business and let the $ flow...
Firstly, sales are just over...(a-10-tion)and i'm broke.
Secondly, add math statistics project is giving me and my friends a headache.
Thirdly, I thank Him i'm still alive.
Maybe I should re-consider PM's suggestion after all and close down my blog...I can hardly come online anymore...
Reader's suggest...If u still wanna continue reading this blog, i think u should write an application to the ministry of education to give students of Malaysia 8 days of rest in a week...
Haha, i'm only kidding. I'm high, yet low. Now.
Thanks for reading!
P/S:: Protect The Planet!
Love u guys!!!

English / Not !?

2005-07-18T09:31:00.000+08:00

Guys...i'm in school now...
I'm suppose to be having english now but i guess my pregnant teacher couldn't help herself to not ZzZzZz...pregnant women...
Well well, i've been reading blogs.
And my time is up...i gotta go now...*GONE*

Hey...

2005-07-17T14:59:00.000+08:00

Just hey.

My Precious...

2005-07-03T16:41:00.000+08:00

These are some favourite collections of mine, just random...

My favouritest...my Andrew album with his autograph! And the rest of the contestants as well...

Melly's Dina album with her lovely auto...

MI again!!!

It's a hip operatish kindda thinggy...

S.H.E

My mom's...

Coins coins coins!!! My 50 cents collection...

More to be coming...perhaps

Aloha.

2005-07-03T13:51:00.000+08:00

Hey guys! Oh my gosh, i haven't been seeing ya'll in ages...hows everyone lately?
I'm blogging now...i'm blogging...
Gosh, i c fungus everywhere...who's suppose to do the cleaning? Is it u, josh!?
Okay, stop it eL!!!

Here i go...Lets c,what am i suppose to blog abt? Honestly, i've not an idea...
What i've been up to lately?
1. Nuthin much
2. I've moved back to my moms...yet
3. I'm working on a physics project abt badminton
4. My sis lost her phone
5. K2g's working on the shelter home thinggy
6. Melly became a real St.Johns, for once.
7. I've watched quite a number of movies
8. ...read quite a number of books
9. I got robbed again...twice in a week
10. Sri Aman's carnival was during the drought...is that how u spell it?
11. I'm obsessed with statics
12. Been eating alot, barfing alot...

What i've gotta say?
1. I love u guys!!! Especially Cary...coz she updates her blog
2. I think i wanna get a haircut...

What i've gotta ask?
1. Please join the youth in serving shelter home guys! It'll be great fun!!
2. I'm selling St.Johns flag day car stickers for 2 bucks each, lelong lelong...
3. C'mon, sing with me! Ba lam ba lam bam bam, wee...

That was random...the real thing comes lastly...
July test is on it's way and i've put up an interest on physics lately, it's prolly the good works of Mrs.Loo. School had been a horrible disaster, though we have fun, it kills. Work work work, just wanna give myself a time of day, it never works. And shyt!!! Tuesday is my school's open day, i just hope my parents don't say anything abt it. Wish me luck...hope to c ya'll the next time i'm back...

Btw, i just wanna say hi and thanx to the people out there who's been blessing me all this while, it'll be a whole lotta list if i were to name them out. God bless ya'll! =D

De Blaze Returns...

2005-05-29T21:59:00.000+08:00

Ain't God just soo wonderful? I'm alive! God bless ya'll...
Hey guys! I haven't been seeing ya'll in quite a longg time...Everyones just so busy...
Not me, my modem bakared and bombed! Kindda shockin, it nvr happened before...
Anyways, mid terms are over, and im really thankful. I failed my add math. Wee...And my room is wayy in a mess...
Church camp was great fun. I had my water baptism. Congrats eL!!! Yea...
Retro night was a total run down, it was themed back to the 70s...And guess what? I saw sumone who wore sum old granny blankie flying on a broom stick, or was it a mop stick? Which was like retro zaman Moses or sumthin. You're way too far back man...Hinthint! Ahaks!
Not much updates and highlights, i've just finished 'Can you keep a secret?' and now i'm waitin to read Da Vinci Code...Which is soo not me...I've been way too high with coke...I lurve coke! It doesnt have anything to do with the books, actually.
Yeap...nuthin much...i'm just being lame...so reading this = reading nuthin, but thanks for reading anyways. I love u guys! Muax muax!!

>>I lurve mah mickey baggie;;

Dumbo babeh!!!

Mah gorgeous butter flower necklace~!~

Life is a jOke

2005-05-06T18:10:00.000+08:00

What more can it be? And what more can be said? Life is such a joke, filled with crappy stories and to live with it is such a pain. It COULD be very painful. I can hardly breathe the circle of air anymore. I read this scripture from Galatians 3. It's just a sudden pop-up from God, and one big realization. Here it goes...

Verses 8-11
The Scripture foresaw that God would justify the Gentiles by faith, and announced the gospel in advance to Abraham: "All nations will be blessed through you." So those who have faith are blessed along with Abraham, the man of faith.
All who rely on observing the law are under a curse, for it is written: "Cursed is everyone who does not continue to do everything written in the Book of the Law." Clearly no-one is justified before God by the law, because, "The righteous will live by faith."

How sometimes I feel the same way. Living according to the law and not by faith is not called living, in general. Taking people's order rather than living. But be faithful towards Him and He will show you what you ought to be. In His way rather than your own. You'd feel better that way. I love You God!!!

Boredom of May

2005-05-02T01:57:00.000+08:00

Yea, tell me and Hebe we look alike. Lol. Okay okay, maybe just a lil', it's probably just the hair...I love Hebe! I love Ella! I love Selina!

This is just the Lol-ness. Can't u see? I'm growing fungus! Staying at home, eating, sleeping, and going to the toilet...Mid terms are next week and I know nuts, really. Nuties. God bless me. I love u guys, honestly, very much.

Praise Him!!!

2005-04-30T11:41:00.000+08:00

For once, i'm really trying to humble myself. Oh my gosh...what's the matter with me...Whateva deplorableness i'm swinging now, I love my blog! This will be my last posting for the month, thank God tomorrow's May! Which only proves that i'm still living. I really wanna thank God for the past month, i've been really blessed eventhou i'm now located in some place which is outta His joy and presence. Once again I would like to remind people about His coming. And this I wanna share...For the past few weeks i've been having lotsa pictures in glints. I've seen 2 white doves and the voice of "welcome to paradise" haunts my ears. It's probably some dream but it's true! I really wanna ask God to overwhelm us with more of His word, it feels soo depriving. I'm behaving like a dang cow, really. And I don't even wanna know why. But i've been praying all along that my dad and the rest of my family could see the side which is very important to me. My walk with God. And even better, to know God themselves. God makes all things possible and I believe so...Dee's a regimented dad. THANK THE LORD!!! That I am still able to attend church services and lf. I have really great times in church especially during praise n worship, it's the one time where I can sense that i'm only an inch away from Him. Yet God shall always remain in our hearts, and nothing can describe Him by His grace. But this is for Him, for You our one and only God......

Light of the world, You stepped down into darkness
Open my eyes, let me see
Beauty that made, this heart adore You
Hope of a life spent with You

Cause here I am to worship, here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
You're altogether lovely, altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me

King of all days , oh so highly exalted
Glorious in heaven above
Humbly You came to the earth You created
All for love's sake became poor

Cause here I am to worship, here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
You're altogether lovely, altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me

I'll never know, how much it cost
To see my sin, upon that cross

BaLdErda$h

2005-04-28T17:30:00.000+08:00

Stayed at home today...Geee, i'm really good, I managed to complete 7 amali's, 3 paper hand outs and 1 essay in 4 hours time, now i'm feelin' ~spontaneous~, i'm on top of the world! *ahaks* Didn't know that I had so many backlogs to complete which I hafta hand in tomorrow 'til Mrs.Loo told me that I owe her 6/7 experiments, aren't I the luckiest fella eva underneath the clouds? Btw, I miss my friends...Yea, especially Fai, she's soo nice, we had all these backlogs to do togetha...thank God!!! And Sham, she was holding my chem paper for the week, but it's okay, I still love her! Muaks! Luv all my friends to pieces n pieces! Just last night I was having this HUGE mood swing abt people judging, criticising and self evaluation, ego-ness. Thank u lil' bisc...for listening, and all the contemplative cliches! =p He was soo sweet...Hey!!! He always is sweet, hehee...He's the sweetest cutest nicest thing eva!!! Was playing with Angel while having my lunch just now, didn't realize that she's grown soo much, and veryyy naughty, she hardly listens to me anymore *sigh* Dang dang dang, mid terms are just 2 weeks away, and people, I HAVE already decided to join MI after all. Thanks Mun2, Wewe, Clement, Xuan and mah lil' bisc for sure...for all the encouragement and "kicks" hehe...But I am totally NOT ready...shoots~! "Bang bang bang!" Dalarlarlar, it's easy to say it thou...

.:Ranting:.

2005-04-27T21:03:00.000+08:00

Matthew 7:1&2

Aloha humans reading my blog. As you can see, there is no longer a comment box down there and under every sheet of posting. I no longer accept comments and criticisms, this is my blog. If you wanna place a comment, please leave down your name, and I mean N.A.M.E. on my tagboard. I only accept comments from peeps whom I think they know me well enough to judge me for my personality and for who I am. And if you were to comment on my language, spelling, vocab and all, not trying to be ignoble or anything, but I am sorry to tell you that u're reading the wrong blog coz you'll end up being the most upset person of the day. Thank you. Cheers!

WeLcomE tO mY LifE

2005-04-24T15:09:00.000+08:00

Oh gosh, another day...
Do u eva feel like breaking down?
Do u eva feel outta place?
And somehow u just dont belong
And no one understands u...
Haha, okay deng, stop singing! i'm so obsessed with Simple Plan, they rock!
Anyways...just got back from brunch with Dolly after service. Did u know that Dolly is actually the first cloned sheep eva? Not Dolly okay, the real Dolly sheep. Today I look like a dang fat arse...I don't know what happened, either i've put on weight or either i've put on the wrong shirt. I dapped a huge pile of glitters to keep my eyes awake, atleast I do look awake. I'm just soo not -right- today. Things happen. Yea, I finally knew that Sam's real name is Samantha. Haha...Noo...Ask him yourself ;D Saw lil biscuit again...he's soo cumel! Muakies! Love him to bits! Love all my friends to bits! And never the least, met Lovella during today's service. I was rather shocked to see her. She's the kindda person where u only get to see her once in a billion years at church. So most of the time I see her only during vocal lessons at her place. By the way, i've signed up for church camp! Yea...church camp...it's good...Bottomline, I suck at ushering, but I love it! Where u getta greet everyone who enters the santuary with BIG HUGE smilies on your face =D "Good morning, welcome to CLGC!" Yup, that's totally my thing. Okay, to answer your question why my sis wasn't in church today, she had this St.Johns exam. Yea...and just the past few days she was asking me to teach her bandaging. But I was too tied up and totally forgot about it. Now I feel soo bad, oh well, hopefully she'll get through it.

Yesterday after our red crescent meeting at school, I had an appointment at SJMC for some female check-up. And u know what? It sucked...Hello, I just came for a tummy scan, and once I got there, everyone seemed soo shocked to see a 16 yr old having a female check-up. I was terribly embarressed by questions the doct asked, hey it's my own body! errhhh...let's not mention, it's totally, my worst nightmare...So overall it was fine, the doc recommended some sorta painkillers for me, it's abnormal for a person to get that kindda pain where u can't even wake up and get to school...Woohoo, I can't poteng classes anymore ="(( that's...bad!

Clement and the whole bunch of nuts were asking me to join Malaysian Idol. Again, again and again. I'm not sure. I am not your typical chinese version Hilary Duff, I repeat, NOT. Atleast I don't think so. Previously I was soo "into" MI and kindda missed the chance last year coz I was under age. But now the big fat juicy chance is right in front of me, yet, I don't know. Should I join? Or should I not? I'm not really good in singing u know, and I don't wanna make a total fool outta myself on real live teevee...Guess my only reason is to meet Andrew? Haha, I love his long hair! So guys remember to make really big banners for me okay? Lol. I don't know, I feel soo broken down, just getting my mood swings. How I really wish to scream out all my lungs and organs, but tanthrums' have never been my thinggy. Oh well...guess i'll just hafta deal with it, what a life~!

RetArdEd...

2005-04-23T07:50:00.000+08:00

How sometimes you just feel like breaking down...

ZzzZzzZzz......

And worse...

Tasting your own toes!?

All these occulting phenomenon caused by...
~ the most lousy,
~ irratating,
~ talkative

H.E.R

Beware, cause wanted. PBSM SL(Y)161 Sri Aman.

[Part I] cOoL stUff ? oR rathEr nOt...

2005-04-22T16:55:00.000+08:00

A collection of coke cans...

Now this is what I call, cool.

An image of Pui Mun wearing all my rings...

Now this is what I call, cool.

My finger art done by Poh Yee at school today...

Now this is what I call, cool.

My sugar cane drink with carrots inside...

Now this is what I call, cool.

evolving, to be continued...

ThE vOicE WitHiN.

2005-04-16T20:15:00.000+08:00

Pics updated...

Been a horrid day. Don't ask me why, the performance sucked. We were suppose to have 3 mics, but ended up with 2 mics, and then 1 mic, lastly no mic. Haha, nah...We had 2 mics, but 1 was for increasing the volume of the music player, so we had only 1 for actual to sing. So the whole thing actually ended up sucky...And the boys frm Kajang were like soo fustrated with our performance caused by the mic changing, so they were actually like, booooooo~~~It was rather upseting, I feel like we've been set up by the St.Johns' peeps. I'm sorry to say that, but it's true. Had a small video shooting after that by wewe. As I said, i'm not THAT happy or upset neither, i'm rather relieved that it's finally over. But it ain't our fault afterall, the sound system was un-pro. After I got home from school, I received a text msg from Calvin. He asked me whether it was me on stage. I don't believe he couldn't recgonize me after a year of not seeing each other. He said I looked good. Yea, like uh-duh...He was just trying to make me feel better or something. So I asked him honestly for comments as he was one of our supporters for our performance every year. He said it was good, bad n ugly. A very good comment. First our singing was GOOD, but the pa system was BAD, which made the whole performance looked UGLY. Thanks for your honesty, you're a really truthful friend!

Now for real i'm gonna update the stuffs that i've been doing for the past few days. Firstly, I got my passport done. It was rather rushy as I had to do and collect it in 2 days time for some reason. Secondly, I was having a shopping binge. I brought home an amount of over 100 bucks of accessories. Got a necklace for 50 bucks, this reminds me of Caryna. It's a really beautiful turquoise necklace with pretty flowers and butterflies, i'll get a chance to show it off to Caryna someday. Heehee. Thirdly, my school held this some kinda program senyum. I got a blood test done. I had my dad's blood, B type. It was cool, but rather painful. I was asking the girl who prod my finger tip with that blade thinggy or something similar to that, can someone pls correct me if you know what it is, whether she felt guilty for doing so, she said, NO. It's like a really insane thing to do.

I just came home from k2g, it was real fun today! Raj was rather thoughtful hmpphhh??? He left the mic in the centre of the floor and asked us all to participate in praising God truly with our hearts. It could be a prayer or a song of worship. It was good cause mostly everyone participated, almost. Then we joined Jannelle in making cards for Mother's Day. I realize Alan had really creative artwork although he's a geek. Yunika has beautiful paper cutting skills. Kay x (someone pls correct me, i'm really bad at names) is good at hole punching. And now, I would like to take this chance to leave some msgs:

To God: Thank You for your blessings upon me all this while. You are good and I hunger for more of your word and guidance. Always and always.

To my mommy and daddy: Thank you both for me being here today. No matter what happens, I still love you both, alot.

To Melissa: Speak out from your heart and be true to yourself. Always keep God as your guidance.

To my other family members, Charlie, and Angel: Thanks for all your time and tolerance on me. I love you guys!

To my lf: I'm really blessed by all of you. And am grateful to be in this lf. Thank you all very very much!

To other church friends: Thanks to those who have been praying for me. I really appreciate it and will always keep our church in prayer.

To my husband and wife: Wewe and MunX2, thank you both for supporting me all along. I really have no idea what it'll be like without both of you. Friends foreva!

To my bbf, a.k.a little bird: I am really blessed by your prayers and support. Thank you for being a good listener and getting me through all my hard times.

To my classmates and teachers: Although you guys can be really annoying and mean at times, but I am grateful for all the help for my logs and work.

And for the rest of the people as well who are reading this, thank you for reading, ya'll deserve it! May God bless ya'll and have a nice day! Having my 2nd can drink today, i've gotta go and send a MI form to Josh now...

Eileen's words of apology...

Lalalala...

Outta Da Blues...

2005-04-16T02:07:00.000+08:00

Hey guys! As you can see, I did a little modifying on my page and it no longer looks like a jungle

Okay, wateva it is, nows like 2:10am and I am still NOT in bed. I can't sleep, I can't sleep. I am suppose to sleep. But I am not sleeping. Alrite, concentrate deng! concentrate! Uhh umm...tomorrow, or rather later...me, my husband and my wife will be going up on stage to perform. Yeap...we received a last minute notice that we were the guest performers for Saturday's St.Johns gathering, which is tomorrow. Like shooooootttssss...what a last min inform! I know we're pros, but you don't have to do that to us =p We had only 3 days to prepare, practice and rehearse before the actual thing. What terrifying was that me and Mun2 had to memorize the lyrics for 3 songs and make sure it was sticked to our butts within a limit of time. Winney was rather busy as well as she had to do all the coordinating and recording for us, our songs. But she's fine, as in, atleast she knows the songs well. I haven't got my pitch, lyrics and key. And my solo is soo...HORRIBLE. I am soo dead. Oh well, guess i'll just have to shoot for it...

p/s: Pray for us guys~

And now, I am listening to the songs that we'll be singing for later and as well, memorizing the lyrics. I was just too busy for the past few days to really concentrate on it. Arhhh...everybody's in bed and what am I doing!? Still trying, still trying...Wait wait, i'll blog again...*gone

UpdAteD...

2005-04-11T15:00:00.000+08:00

This is a list of 102 things you may or may not find interesting about me...

1. Eileen is both my christian and chinese name.
2. I get pretty annoyed with people pronouncing my name wrongly. It is pronounced as "ai"leen and not "ee"leen or "eh"leen, so get it right.
3. If I were to use an object to decribe myself, i'd call myself a bouncing ball.
4. I like to smell things. Anything at all. Even my shoes.
5. I can make myself expel 10 cms of saliva outta my mouth and suck it back in again before it drops on the floor.
6. I am a nature freak and I recycle each rubbish I throw.
7. I love tropical jungles and wish to live there.
8. I love animals. Elephants are one of them.
9. I dislike the color purple.
10. I was born and raised up in UK, yet my English is NOT above average.
11. I consider my deodorant to be indispensable. I'll get terrible body odour.
12. I love snapping photos. Thank God for cameras.
13. I'm a sucker for guys with long hair. Yes I am.
14. I love shopping for girls stuff.
15. I tithe 10% of my allowance each month.
16. My favourite cake would be banana cake.
17. I love hanging out in pasar malams more than shopping malls.
18. I love music which I can understand.
19. I think Simple Plan is the coolest band in history.
20. I wish I had the lips and teeth of Alicia Keys.
21. I look like Hebe from S.H.E. Atleast I think I do.
22. I abhor seafood. That includes seaweed.
23. I do not take coffee stuff or anything that contains caffeine.
24. I wish I could play the piano like Maksim.
25. I don't play with the violin. I "saw" it.
26. I love Angel more than I love Charlie. Honestly.
27. I love singing. I wish I had a higher pitch of voice.
28. I voice out everything I think is right in mind. Even if it offends the sultan.
29. I have a collection of stamps, postcards, coins, candles, keychains and waste paper baskets.
30. I cannot watch a movie exceeding 30 minutes.
31. I have bad sleeping habits compared to a normal being. I think i'm a nocturnal creature.
32. I love accessories with stones and similar to jewellery.
33. I MUST have atleast 1 can drink per day.
34. I love everything that is related to Walt Disney.
35. I've been to Thailand more than 10 times.
36. I do not eat apples.
37. I don't mind wearing my spects in public.
38. I prefer 7up over sprite. But coke owns you.
39. The amount I talk is according to my mood.
40. I take every blame as it comes just to calm down the situation, even if i'm infallible.
41. I have completed my music theory.
42. I am not a pro in any sports. But I can run.
43. I wear my watch on my right hand although i'm not a left-hander.
44. I have no determination to keep my hair long til the length of my butt. (although I would want to)
45. I do not dress according to the trend.
46. I like add-math. Although i don't seem to be getting them right.
47. My favourite vegetable would be cherry tomatoes.
48. I have fine appreciation for nail art and shakespeare.
49. I used to be a student journalist for Sin Chew Daily.
50. My chinese standard is below average.
51. I intend to inniciate my own trend.
52. I can be very mean if I want to.
53. I've changed the habit of reading the bible to every night before I go to bed.
54. I wish I had anorexia.
55. My favourite colour would be turquoise.
56. I do not hate pink. I love pink. Flashy colours.
57. People around me are rarely bored. I find ways to entertain them as well as for myself.
58. I'm afraid of heights.
59. I barf everything out when something/someone gets me on my nerves.
60. I admit myself as an oaf.
61. I trip all the time.
62. I am forgetful. Especially due to numbers.
63. I prefer being cold to being hot.
64. I read books that provide intelligence.
65. I prefer myself with short hair fringe, but I don't like the maintenance.
66. I'm afraid of lizards and bugs.
67. I don't wanna grow up, but I wanna have freedom.
68. My eyesight happens to be the poorest in the dark. Poorer than what you think.
69. I do not read my emails. Well, most of the time.
69. I love making extra-ordinary food.
70. I try to keep myself in perspective all the time. But it doesn't seem to turn out right.
71. I am un-officially married to a girl named Winney for 3 years.
72. I consider Pui Mun and my little bird to be the best listeners.
73. I have the largest birth mark of all on my back.
74. I have a scar on my left hand's middle finger.
75. I have thunder & lightning phobia.
76. I tend to puke under fast/long distance driving speed.
77. I have serious skin allergy towards certain environment.
78. I would like to be an environmentalist. If I could.
79. I love hugs. Giving and receiving.
80. I have fear of diabetes.
81. I am very grateful for MSN messenger.
82. I can make myself NOT eat in 3 days straight.
83. I don't cry alot. Only when it's a serious due.
84. So far i've only had one surgery.
85. I consider my mobile phone to be indispensable.
86. I always wanted to pierce my nose and earbone. But still not brave enough.
87. I scream alot. Till the roof and walls can actually tumble down.
88. I exaggerate alot. But only when i'm fooling around.
89. I like soya sauce. Salty stuff.
90. I used to have the habit of eating baby food. Because I eat only soft food.
91. I've stopped eating baby food since I came to form 3.
92. I abhor people using the word "cherubic" on me, especially Kelvin. *Hint hint
93. My family thinks that my mouth is inapellable.
94. My favourite magazine is not CLEO, not woman's weekly, but Virtual Malaysia.
95. I am a hainanese that speaks lousy hokkien.
96. I do not take onions, turnip, ginger and garlic. Any of them.
97. I indulge of entitling people with "budak". Anyone at all.
98. I like guys who have music "knowledge".
99. I wanna own a hyundai matrix in the future.
100. I analyze things oftenly. And like predicting them.
101. I think i'll be getting married at the age of 18. My honeymoon will be in Bali.
102. I consider my mind thinking constantly intangible, so this list is gonna have to change someday.

Journal: LaMe.

2005-04-10T11:51:00.000+08:00

I think i'm handicapped. I miss my digital piano. I miss my violin. But I don't miss my homework.

The doc gave me another 3 days of mc and as well, a big lecture for not being a good girl. I took my painkillers as i was ordered to, but when my finger wasn't painful anymore, i started doing my daily stuff and chores as usual, forgetting how harmful it could be. Even for now, i'm not suppose to touch my keyboard...but for your sake of reading this now, oh well...it's hurting okay, still hurting.

I had lunch together with susan at Mcds today then we hanged out at the boutiques. I saw this really really nice baggy kinda ribbon pants which i really really liked, alot. The clothes there were, i can say, rather cheap? So I decided to get all 3 colors of the similar pants in one shot. BUT, tragedy...my purse contained the amount which was just nice enough for me to get a pair, so i've only gotten the greenish one this time...Hakuna matata, no worries, i'll make sure that i'll come back another day to get 'em all! I promise... =p

We stopped by at secret recipe for a drink and talked. It was good. Susan's like, the coolest cousin eva! She gives good advices and it so happens that i'll find her everytime i need someone to talk to...Um mm, thanks for talking me up, and sorry for spending like over hundred bucks on *nothing* today. She says that she's in poverty. Lol. Don't worry, you'll get your paycheck soon enough before u know =D

After i was dumped by susan, i was left alone with charlie at her home. It was terriblyy boring until my phone vibrated "Text message recieved. Read?" Yea...my little bird was asking me what happened as i didn't attend k2g today which i was suppose to...The youth were all watching a movie, without me, how could they!? Kekekee, my little bird's my bestest friend eva! Okay, i wouldn't wanna promote my little bird here, he's mine okay? I repeat, mine. Well that's if u know who's little bird. After all i was a little broken down today, my engine's just not functioning very well though...am i a car!?

Today i recieved a really big tight slap from my life's doing. My eyes have finally opened up to see things differently at different situations and angles. I realize lotsa things happening around me which i was 'blinded' and couldn't see it previously in my life. Truth and what i'm suppose to do. And for now, what i'm suppose to do is to go and finish up my moral essay...*dissapeared

Journal: fiNgEr iNcidEnt.

2005-04-08T20:14:00.000+08:00

(Speaking to fingers) Alrite alrite, stop bugging me...Things just got worse recently...Yesterday, i was planning on my busy homework schedule as i was strolling home in my cousin's car after school...On the way, my cousin was inspired by a sudden thought n parked his car beside the water drain at Taman Paramount to take-away siew ngap fan, a.k.a duck rice...As i was closing the car door, all a sudden..."BANG!" "AIYAAHH!"...my right thumb was stucked between the car door, n my couz actually locked the car door, it was 100% fully, tightly locked (imagine how flat was my finger) It took some time for my couz to get his car keys to open that freakin' door n 'rescue' my finger...As the blood was drippin n drippin, my couz took a whole bunch of tissue outta his really cute doggie tissue box (he doesn't deserve having it, it's mine!) n wrapped it over my blardee thumb, it was terribly painful...n the worse part was, i still had to follow him down to the stall to ta pau his siew ngor fan, over! u are soo over!

Things just got worse...the duck stall was out of ducks! N my couz drove all the way up to SS2's BIG GIGANTIC DUCK restaurant to take-away...OVER!!!

It took some time until we reached home, i couldn't stand the pain n made my couz take me to the clinic, the flesh wrapping my nail was actually tored...errggghhh...eww...ouch...In the clinic, the doc gave me an anti-tetanus injection again which i took like, not very long ago...Okay okay, then she actually pulled out the tissue which was stucked to the wound, it was awfully pain as the blood was dried up...The doc cleaned the wound n it was soo painful as it was the nerves, believe it or not, i could actually feel my heart beat through my thumb! My thumb was...terribly damaged! N my couz was bugging me...he said that i actually dented his car n wanted me to pay for it...so Edmund, if you're reading this...&*$*#$%^&^$*#!(^&^*#(*(^(*!!!

Nah...i'm cool, the doc said it wasn't a big matter, nothing formal...I had a mountain pile of medication n pain-killers to take, but as well, a medical cert...Oh well, guess it was a good reason to skip school? Good n bad, i had loadsa homework to complete but i can't even grip my pen nicely...The doc said i should let my finger rest in case the wound will open up again...Well, doctor's advise should be considered n obeyed rite...What!? they're professionals...i mean, i wouldn't want my finger to get any infections n die at young age...

To sum it all up, i had my pms pain, thumb pain, my cousin - the pain in the ass, let me see... pain+pain+pain = VERY pain

Honestly, i thought i was gonna die at that very moment, i think i lost like LITRES of blood...alrite alrite, i admit that i'm exaggerating...but yea, atleast i can still use my keyboard now...thanks God for i'm still having my finger, phew!!!

Journal: sTill iN pAiN

2005-04-07T01:55:00.000+08:00

Arghh...dang it, dang dang dang it...i've been suffering from my female pain for like, uh, 5 days or so since my pms started...Okay, i know it's personal, but it's just giving me too much of a pain-pain-pain to complain about, nothing more or less but P.A.I.N !!! I've been skippin classes for like, 2 days n i finally made my way to skool today...yeah, in case u didn't see it (good u didn't) i was almost late for classes this mornin so i was rushing down my dad's new camry and nearly got hit by a car, errhhh...2 cars, actually (one frm the left, one frm the right) it was just an accident, okay, i repeat, accident...i'm always late for skool, n my skool has this rule that whoeva's late for skool exceeding 3 times will have to be punished walking bare-footedly during the skooling-time...very smat huh? no wonder our skool's attendance this year has been soo patheticly poor, coz everyone's soo scared they'll just turn around n go home once they've reached skool after knowing that they're late...

I came home straight right after skool this afternoon and started barfing on my physics PEKA, orghh...i had a history presentation to do as well and i was soo sleepy coz i had to rush for 6 chemistry reports last nite til about 4am or so(consequences of missin skool for 2 days) and today our chemistry lesson was cancelled for some swaping lesson mistake,arghhh,stupid...I had a nap after doing "half"way through my PEKA report, it so happened that i've been dreamin weird dreams these few days...I recieved a text msg that woke me up from Ryan. Ryan's my colleague from Salvation when i was working there during the hols. He was asking me to be aware of guys n not to involve myself too much in dating relationship...thats odd rite!? Imagine urself waking up reading a sms like that...that's soo random...

Now it's 2:16am and my eyes are widely opened coz i just doze off n woke up again, I managed to finish my physics PEKA, finally...and just today i was struggling on how am i suppose to finish it after the yelling from Mrs.Loo Lulu...the scream "kaki ponteng!!!" is still stucked in my head til now...oh dear...and the pain isn't getting any better...I think i'd better go to bed now before i get another screaming frm my dad...God bless the day!

Nite-Nite folks~!

* ThE MaGiCaL nAmE aCrOnyM GenErAtOr *

2005-04-06T20:11:00.000+08:00

This is soo true...hehee...try it! =P

E	Enchanting
I	Inspirational
L	Luscious
E	Exhausting
E	Edgy
N	New

WhiCh iCe-cReaM fLaVouR aM i?

2005-04-05T20:36:00.000+08:00

I did this quiz today n found that the descripition was rather true...i don't like catchin' up the trend but to build-up my own trend, yea baby!!! But somehow not everyone understands...oh well, *yippi yaya yippi yippi ya* life's suppose to be good...try it out urself with the ice-cream tester!!! or quiz-er whateva...

Your Icecream Flavour is...
French Vanilla!

You're a smooth and silky suave type! You exude class and you believe in tradition. A classical taste who doesn't like things to be too flashy or showy. Climb the Eiffel tower of taste with a spoonfull of you! Oui Oui!

What is your Ice-cream Flavour?

Eileen's ~PeRsoNaLiTy cOcKtaiL~

2005-04-05T20:09:00.000+08:00

Get your personality cocktail today!!!

How to make a Eileen

Ingredients:

1 part mercy

3 parts silliness

3 parts empathy

Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Top it off with a sprinkle of wisdom and enjoy!

ReviEw: RaiSe YoUr vOiCe*****

2005-04-05T17:50:00.000+08:00

RaNtiNgs - 5/5 StArS *****

Review: RaiSe YoUr vOiCe
Category: MoviE
Starring: Hilary Duff, Oliver James...etc etc...

"Two thumbs up!!"
this is a reallyyyy nice movie and one which made me totally awake with tears leaking outta my eyes, people who are into music should definitely catch it..the story begins where a small town girl with the voice of a big-time singer who almost gave up her dreams after an accident and the death of her brother..yet, she defies her father's wishes and secretly heads off to spend a summer at a prestigious LA performing arts academy which is also a new challenge of life for her..my fav.scene was the part where Denise, Hilary Duff's roommate grouped up with her friends and performed on an outing on the streets in front of a fountain pool, it was soo cool..basically, this movie is all about life and musical dreams, don't hold back and don't give up!

ReCipE (1) * MicE NoodLes

2005-04-05T17:30:00.000+08:00

Smarty Pants ABC Stylish Chinese Spaghetti a.k.a Mice Noodles

Category:
Pasta
Style:
Mediterranean
Special Consideration:
Quick and Easy
Servings:
As much as u want

Description: Getting stressed out and wanna feel a liitle naughty n kiddy at times? If so, this is one fun dramatic sweet n' sour dish for u, even works for vegetarians!

Ingredients: 1 bag of lou shu fun, half a mandarin orange, fresh peas, fresh corn, fresh carrot cubes, japanese tofu, ketchup, sugar, water

Directions: Mix in the ketchup, sugar n water into a bowl and just leave it a side, it doesnt matter...then de-peel the skin of the orange and slice it into cubes if possible...lay your frying pan on a moderate heat of fire and add some olive oil unto it...mix in the veggie and fry it a little and add in the spaghetti and tofu..lastly mix in the ketchup sauce thinggy and fry it with the oranges until just cooked and it can be served! haha...sorrie...im really bad at descriptions, but u'll get a rough idea on how it is actually...by the way if its terlalu ugly, u can add a little corliander plant on it for deco, hehee...oh yea, n prepare a toilet bowl after that, it can be used any un-predictable time.

(pic will be uploaded soon...)

::market:: Pantech G500

2005-04-05T11:48:00.000+08:00

For Sale: Pantech G500 Built-in Digital Camera Mobile Phone

Okay, firstly, this is not a cheap-plak kinda unknown phone okay..its just the latest model imported from korea which isn't out yet..overall, this is a really good phone..64K colour screened, unknown pixels VGA cam which is really clear and u can save up to 70 wallpaper sized photoes, this includes a built-in flash as well which allows u to NOT hesitate taking shots in the dark, other functions include GPRS, WAP, voice recording, caller-id, 64 polyphonic ringtones, MMS/EMS,PC Sync n wide LCDs in and out..the reason i wanna sell this phone is coz theres no bluetooth n infrared function thingy which i really really need it soo badly in my phone..contact me if you're interested, it's still in a brand-new condition, around 6 months old or less, silver..arigato!

a day at :CitRuS pArK:

2005-04-03T10:39:00.000+08:00

uhuh, this mornin i woke up feelin dumb, what was wrong? hehheh, i noe...i need shoppin!!! yeah..i haven't been shoppin for like, uh...centuries! n my hands are really itchy, furthermore my purse is really sick with the $ in it n needs a lil' fresh air...it so happened that i got my cousin susan to go with me for a "lil" shoppin after her work, so we went over to Citrus Park...walking through the mall, i realize somethin was wrong with mah...yeah, my monthly auntie - her name's PMS btw...gave me her visit (argghh...for all times y now!?) it totally destroyed that lovely moment...it was rather embarrassing that i've gotta walk all-the-way up to the s.market n walkin all-the-way back to the loo in pain with kotex style in my hands...but the shoppin after that was good enough to cover up the rather-fascinating tragedy, i got some flowers n butterflies accessories, i'm a sucker for accessories...orrgghh, the shit hole i'm in now doesn't provide any at all n which i forgot to get my owns outta my mum's place...the amount of accessories with me now are enough for one of my hands to count

Blessed we got through all that, we picked a spot to sit at Coffee Bean for a drink...hahaa, it was great! what a weather~ i realize that i forgot to get tsze tsze something which i told her this mornin, sorriiee...hehee =)

wutcha lookin at?

nice sceneryyy

mah shoppin bag!!!

tiramisuuu...

yummeyyy...

we're really greedy!